FYP

Slow dancing in a burning room.

2009-01-26T18:32:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night... We have ended our 2 year r/s... As much as it hurts the both of us, I believe that it's for the greater and better future for us. We ended happy and as good friends and I couldn't ask for more... To madeline... U have always been a great support for me these past 2 years... We had really great memories and stood by each other really closely.. I trufully want to thank u for everything that we have been and appreciated every single frame of our relationship. U have been really great. Really. Thank you. I will stand by ur side as a buddy, a true friend, protecting u, helping u and dote on u. So let's move on for the better future for both of us!!!

2007-08-20T04:57:00.000-07:00

HARROW NOBODY VISITS THIS PLACE NOW WHICH MAKES IT THE BEST PLACE FOR ME TO TALK TO MYSELF KTHXBYE. NO! TODAY I NOTHING TO DO SO GO SERVE BLOG REHS. THEN HOR, SUDDENLY OCCURED TO MOI THAT I ISH LONG TIME NO BLOG SO I CUM AND READ MOI OWN DE BLOG WOR! THEN I THINK ITS VERY GOOD TO POST ONCE FOR NOW SINCE NOBODY WILL BE HERE AND I CAN TALK TO MYSELF DE TEEHEE. IF U HAPPEN TO SEE THIS POST U CAN GO BUY 4D OR TOTO SURE TIO 1ST PRIZE CUZ U JUST GOT LUCKY. UPDATE TO MYSELF ON MYSELF, SINCE PREVIOUS POST, I ISH DOING VERY WELL WITH MYSELF. AND I ISH VERY HAPPY MAN. PRACTICE KUNG-FU MAKES ME HAPPY MAN. GOING ARMY SOON, OR NOT ARMY I DONT KNOW. CUZ I GOING BECOME WEAR BLUE UNIFORM INSTEAD OF GREEN ONE WOR. SO ITS PORICEMAN IN THE HOUSE. SEPTEMBER 11TH WILL GO IN LIAO WOR. I HOPE I GO IN CAN CATCH ALL U PEOPLE THEN U ALL CAN LEEPORK TO JEER FOR LIFE TEEHEE! THATS FOR MY POST CUZ I NOTHING TO DO LOL KTHXBYE.

2007-01-03T08:02:00.000-08:00

So long no blog! woahhhhhhsss. wonder if anybody will still be visiting this wrecked blog of mine! didnt know zs still patronize this blog. so with his incredible display of loyalty to this blog of mine, i shall post something so as not to disappoint the lurkers who lurk around here waiting for a miracle post to happen. and yes to all of u out there who are lucky enough to visit this blog in such a long time and saw this post, HAPPY NEW YEAR to u! yeahhhh. anyway... talking about the new year 2007, i wasnt really expecting much of what i would want to do. instead i'm looking forward to this year as the year of changes. cuz, i will be enlisting in the army this year! woah didnt know time flies that fast. at the blink of an eye, so soon i will be going to the army. awww man i really have no idea how i'm gonna be like out there. hopefully i will have a wonderful time in there as well as time when i'm out of there. there are some worries also, abt basically my well-being in there as well as my girl's. sorry girl cant stay by ur side by then =( anyway, its just the start of the year so i'll stop elaborating on the downside of life that fast. instead lets look forward to something positive... maybe... its the end of my IAP in 6 more bloody weeks! thats fast! 1 and half months and i'm out of that shitty community whatever place! cant wait to end it and finally have a few months to slack before the enlistment. still thinking abt what to do during that period of time. probably have a good rest. have some great time with my friends and my girl. yeah! about my attachment wise... currently i've been sunken into the holiday mood thing till the ocean floor depth. i have been slacking since the week of christmas til now. or even more i cant remember for god's sake. just hope i can slack all through and pass my IAP cuz its really not the kind of thing i wanna do and i really want nothing much to do with them. just give me my pay and i will report for 'work' everyday ok. i will try my best with everything but no guarantees i will like the job. LOL. today is the 1st day of work for 2007 and! early in the morning i've woke up late and managed to rush my way to work in 45mins. not bad after all and not being caught for being late. hAHa. talk about lady luck being at my side. lol. then got the news that 9 of the previously interviewed JC students will be doing their attachment starting from today. and quickly i've learnt that their seats were being allocated to our pantry kingdom!!! NOOOOoOOO. they will not overthrow us from the pantry kingdom. its our beloved land. its our pride! they can invade us that easily. we will stand firm and not let them get in or anywhere close to our workplace the pantry kingdom!!! rOAR!!!! anyway i'm kinda sleepy already. shall blog once in a blue moon or maybe other colors depending on what the sky wants it to be. i will be going to sleep soon. good night blog and to everybody, my friends, acquaintances and basically... EVERYBODY, happy new year, have a good year ahead and cherish ur happiness! cyall again in my next entry!

2006-11-27T22:15:00.000-08:00

alright! just came back from my lonely lunch break! and here is the 1st post since attachment. well only the 2nd day of attachment actually. argh! attachment sucks. its far far worse than fyp. it makes me wanna die facing this com alone, have lunch at this stupid office, then i see tons of unfamiliar faces. nobody that i know of and this freaking office, the only person that i've known better is that intern from smu whose seat is behind me. he's an ok guy sometimes, just tthat he's kinda bad in some ways. and its killinggggg meeee~~~ its so boring in here. i've got nothing to do, all i hear are people discussing abt all those community project stuff which i have no reason in my life to listen to. i cant believe i'm actually stuck here, and is going to be for 3 whole months. i hope time can really move very very fast if not i'm gonna be a living zombie sooner or later. haizzz. so sian so sian so so sian. its only tuesday~~~ gosh. hmmm... so much for my attachment... yesterday met up with my girl for dinner at tiong bahru's renovated market. its my 1st time there after the renovation and didnt seem really impressive as in the selection of foodstalls. so anyhow buy anyhow eat HAHa. then went to great world city, been so long since i've been there. cant remember if i've even step in there since primary sch. but it was good, see alot of shops changed. we walked past this shop which sells masks and some other partying stuff, the shopkeeper, a malay lady i suppose, was screaming to her phone. REALLY SCREAMING freaking loudly! cant understand what she's speaking but its a crazy thing to do in a shop man. LOL. she's crazy. people are standing outside the shop and dont even dare to put a foot inside lol. other than that... hmmm just spent some more time with mad before she head back to her parents shop and me back home. and so here i'm stuck. lol. gosssssshhhh time will u just freaking run faster!!!! and i miss the times i'm in nyp already... :( the pond, south canteen, mac, fj, blk L, blk s... =( if got the time i would definitely like to go back there and have lunch 1 day...

2006-11-24T08:55:00.000-08:00

finally! the end is here! fyp, as well as nyp, i can say goodbye to both of them! let me kinda talk about going to school for the last day. its early morning 9 oclock, i alighted at yio chu kang mrt station... gosh, god knows how long later will i be getting off at this station again. anyways, took a little slow stroll while walking to school. took a look at everything that is around me, the students, the 'scenery'... almost everything that i have been looking at while walking past the little yck bus interchange, the grassroots club which i've cursed for all the time while i'm in nyp... there wasnt much of a crowd like the usual during the walk. observed some students, as usual, some are alone, like me, some are with their friends or dear ones. couldnt believe that it might just be the last time i'm gonna walk in as a student of the school with the rest of the students. into the atrium, took a glance at the new huge posters abt the sch, and the area as well. then the fountain i've been walking past every morning to reach my lab. then finally climbing the stairs for the last time. upon reaching the doors, saw a 'welcome' word, but it feels so much like goodbye. pushed the door open, noticed that some lights werent switched on. labs were empty and seats were deserted. it felt cold suddenly that some familiar faces which i would have seen for 12 weeks are already gone. saw my girl in the lab, so much happy to see her. so thats for the morning. the day passed kinda fast with me doing the report for a while. then had my last meal in sch with my girl, again, as a student. south canteen's fish and chips, but did not eat the bread which i've heard some infamous tales on how its being handled. last bubble tea i had with mad and took a break with her as usual. memories kept filling my mind. how much we wished we had more time there but its all coming to an end :( around 4 oclock, its time for me to leave the lab. suddenly i felt a kind of sadness leaving the com... leaving the place where i've always been slacking HAHA. oh well, had to kiss it goodbye~ thanks for all the memory. seen some labmates leaving earlier, also took a last glance at those who were still in the lab. went for napfa, which is like woah! what a way to end my last day in school. loL. ok so did managed to fail graciously 2 items which are expected to be pull-up and 2.4. mad waited for me for some time again. sorry! anyway we headed off to meet ky and gang. kinda surprised mad was quite ok with following. hope she really had a good laugh with their crappiness! anyway, i'm not sure if i would be continuing this blog, since it should be abt fyp? haha. oh well anymore updates will surely be posted here. so stay tuned =D not forgetting to visit me at toa payoh if u have nobody to have lunch with =D

2006-11-22T07:52:00.000-08:00

fwah so long no blog. anyway its late now and i'm pretty much half awake now while thinking of blogging. so much has happeneD! and i'm really happy now! hahaha. project's finally coming to an end, with only the report and some user manual to write everything off. =D pretty much glad i didnt screw the presentation on tuesday so much also, even though the directors corrected me SOOOOO much. gosh they kinda insisted things must be presented well again and again. who knows if i'm ever gonna present again?! hahaha. hopefully not! if not is sian~ and i'm pretty very much a happy guy with my girl! haha. shouldnt elaborate on that too much but i'm just really glad =D

2006-11-15T17:15:00.000-08:00

fucking cunts, fucking stress over so many things which happened at once FUCK!

2006-11-08T17:30:00.000-08:00

so long no post. as requested and reminded to do so so i will do it you getting me soldiers! are u all ready to step up in the battlefields, hold your rifles, carry a god knows how many kg worth of load in your backpack, wear camouflage uniforms and tire yourselves out while screaming 'SIR' like 402 times a day?! if u are, u are ready to read my entry! hokay all these are all crap... i know u guys wants a serious post abt maybe just another day of my life, but no! NO! thats not what ur all gonna get cuz theres nothing i can remember much about each minute of my life! argh! ookok... FIRSTLY! i would like to thank mum (faizah) for the lollipop!!!! thanks chius so much! LOL. and! other than that what the hell am i gonna write? duh i dont even know... maybe for zs i will write the chronicles of great master lama? bwahahaha... gosh no also... i'm not good with story writing even though i'm already trying to create a living legend. in the process of making zs the SUPER GREAT MASTER LAMA! nononono... maybe ky will help me with the trainings too... :D ahhh! i dont know what i'm talking about... okok now i remember something else to talk about! its goonna be very very interesting! i've got to know my attachment place! its most likely to be at HDB hub in toa payoh! WHEEEEEEEE... false wheeee actually. ITS SO FAR FROM MY HOUSE! why cant they just put or throw me in bukit merah central!!! ah nevermind. LOL. shouldnt whine about that anymore. whats done has already been done. things shouldnt be that bad. maybe if the workplace and environment is good, i dont even have to start writing entries into iapiscrap.blogspot.com! dont u guys think so! grrrrr. so anyway, just live with it. anybody who is near that area remember to come visit me and lim kopi hokays~ :D and for my presentation of the fyp, DAMN i'm gonna do the freaking presentation alone, SOLO! what the hell is with my luck these days mannnnnnn. haameed (1 of 2 of my supervisor) insisted that he wants me to present! awwwwwwwwwwww..... whats the matter with him! i'm no freaking superman! and even superman cant present! he doesnt even wear formal! uhhhhhhh.... i wish that after my presentation at least he would give me some considerably GOOD or BETTER grade hokay. at least a B will do. hokay mr haameed and jookee~ LOL. danggggggggggggggggg i think i've written a whole load of junk. dont wanna continue writing for now if not this will bore u guys out and ur all gonna get dizzy and fall down from your hdb flats' windows by accident

2006-10-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

Aston vanilla! good job starhub cable tv :D

2006-10-22T23:02:00.000-07:00

its time to blog about absoulutely nothing! oh craps. today came to sch, as usual, nothing much happen. just like that, like that, and like that. hmmmm... so... today wanna start on project finally. but looks like not really. haha. oh well. the programming is tough. hard to get going. damnnnn. anyway i was laughing almost the whole time while having lunch just now. due to the 'the see me rollin'' picture... damn! LOL. but ok its a joke. but its really bad as in, we shouldnt be laughing at that. and i guess i shouldnt post the picture here too. lol. for that i guess theres a high possibility of me going to hell alreadys :( aight.... so still stuck in this lab here. actually wanna go city hall with seb to get his guitars pickups changed but lunch was a bit longer than i thought so didnt manage to do so. urgh. what am i gonna do~ what am i gonna doooooooooooooooooooooooo..........

2006-10-22T10:33:00.000-07:00

its already 1:27am early monday morning and i havent go to sleep. well let me have a proper update on the weekends. saturday went jamming.. YEAHH!! Finally after around 5 months of waiting! finally get to step back into the jamming room and rawkkksss! this time only without a proper band. just playing around with indera and zs with zs on drums and me and indera mindlessly playing our guitars. oh well so much for a jam. shreddd! lol. enjoyed whacking notes at extreme speed. after that, much as we've planned, we headed down to vivocity! woah damn tired carrying my guitar + pedals. walked around for a little while + shop shop. got to see some nice clothes. sudden urge of buying clothes! but carrying the guitar bag makes me unable to properly shop and buy some stuff. so well... have to plan for another trip. that place is HUGE. gosh. around 40% of the shops (i guess) still have not open yet. but its worthwhile exploring. the view facing sentosa is fantastic. an urban escape i must say. some place where u can really chill out and have a good look at the open waters and feel the 'sea' breeze. haha. kinda good view. pretty similar to the view from esplanade i must say, only just a few notches down the rating for the crowd + Only-sentosa-view. lol. if u get what i mean. anyways, after shopping + walking, went to ps for dinner. then managed to finally test out and hear the EHX small clone chorus pedal. gosh the sound it produces is kinda flanged and shimmery. dreamy like. but its 160 bucks. i dont think i really wanna buy it anytime soon. haha. concentrate on the clothes 1st! lol. so for sunday, went to work. a pretty boring day at work i must say. no idea why. so... yeah. thats it for a sunday. lol. i didnt mention that i saw my ex the other day while going home. its been like 3 years since i've seen her in person. gosh she looked 100% THE SAME. lol. didnt have the time to catch up a conversation with her as she's with another dude. oh well. good luck to her. HAHA.

2006-10-20T10:25:00.000-07:00

2006-10-18T05:39:00.000-07:00

argh~ today sucks! dont know why but i'm feeling kinda down. its not as if anything is wrong. but something isnt right. sometimes i felt troubled, but i have no idea whats the cause. sometimes there are thoughts in my mind, ready to crush my brain, i have no idea how to resolve it. i hate the thought of worrying, feelings, and god knows what. but whatever it is, i hate to be involved in a situation i am in. nobody would understand. argh!

once again I'm thinking about taking the easy way out...

2006-10-17T18:18:00.000-07:00

2 days no blog. woahhhhhhhhhhhhh.h.h.h.h.h.h.h.h.h.h.h.h.h.h.h.h.h.h........ what the hell is wrong with sch mannnn. the internet sot sot 1. cannot even go some website then hor, msn also cant log in loh. if that continues on for the whole freaking day then we will all be FRIED! extreme boredom. anyways what happened on monday and tuesday? i dont know. forgotten. aiya i dont know what to write ah i just blog this entry for the sake of blogging it to keep it updated thats all full stop

2006-10-15T18:30:00.000-07:00

yeahhhh. week 7 already. but hor, group project still no progress leh. how ah. dont know leh. die loh. LOL. anyway what happened during weekends u will ask me, i did nothing except for money making loh. went to work like usual... like no life like that :( i ish wan to die oreallys~ friday also got work. very sick and didnt care abt how to serve the customers just anyhow... same for saturday and sunday also. sunday is the worse!!!! 9 oclock then suddenly all the mafias come i ish scareds deeps deeps!!!! O_O! they come in packs! together i think got like 20. then all come buy ice lemon tea (majority) muahahaha. these crazy people. i serve them until i sian siaaaaa. i give stupid attitude LOL. but i dont care rahssssssss. anyway delifrance got new menu up already. lol. tried some of the new food stuff. the rump steak is niceeeeeee. the chicken thingy sandwich cannot eat 1. not really that nice. toufu bolognise is ok as in the taste of the sauce but it dont really have much ingredients inside which u can really taste or eat. so uhhh...... if u just wanna buy for the stupid taste of the sauce then u do it. Lol. if u are rich. haha. well sunday before going to work i went to meet up with xw and indera as he ish wan to buy jeckyll and hyde. we arrived at around 1220 there. OH GOSH all the shops are closed! i can see him kan chiong alreadysss. he's been waiting for so damn long to save and finally he can buy it but! turn out that all the shops are closed. we wandered aimlessly thinking that maybe theres a gig somewhere where all the guitar shops are taking part in organising thats why. well then managed to see guitar 77's jamming room. there's 1 dude sleeping at the sofa there. we hesitated for a while before i couldnt take that shit no more and i just ask him if the shop's gonna open. i can see that maybe indera was pissed? lol. but ok at least it turned out to be good news that the shop would only open at 1. hahaa. so slacked and makan and then went back to buy. damn! that dude in the shop playing the guitar is freaking pro!!11!1 i felt kinda demoralized when he shred and sweep through the fretboard of his tiger beer guitar LOL. but ok, at least he makes me wanna fight to have a standard like his. hahaha. nowadays i dont know why... but i guess i've realized that me myself... is changing a lot. maybe a bit too much. the way i treat people or what. my attitude. i dont know if its a good thing... just that i know i've changed. :(

2006-10-12T18:29:00.000-07:00

didnt blog yesterday. suddenly now thought of blogging dont know for what reason maybe i'm just too bored. damn sianssssssss. i dont know what to do. my body feels crappy. muscle aches and all. and then still got sore throat and cough. i ish wanna die in this lab already. omgs. other than that. nothing much to talk abt i guess. cuz its just no life and nothing much is going on in here. same old day same stuff thats always been happening. BLEALAHHTHH@!!@!% skipped napfa training yesterday i dont know if the people did realize anot. cuz yesterday the attendance we all sign 1 not that dude sign for us. so i just go and sign and then run off liao. bwahahahahahahahahaha i'm like so powerfullllllll. lol. oh crap what to do ah damn boredddDdDdDdDDddddDDd

2006-10-10T19:33:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I SURVIVED THE PRESENTATION! i should have known! that manager is so noob! he thinks we did a good job just by EXPLAINING and not showing him anything! woohoo! we're safe. anyway! the haze is back! at the wrong time! i'm having sore throat and its all bad with the air that i'm breathing in. my throat is gonna burst with the dirty air + the sore. strepsils arent helping either. i guess i should stay away from fried food these days... if i can resist! bwahahaha. well... my legs are aching like crazzEHHHH babehhhhh~~~~~ its all the stupid napfa training fault laaaaarRrr wah lew! how to walk like that! i need professor X's wheelchair liao. some1 buy for me please. the manager whom we need to present to is a frigging noob. he told us not to take those extra parts from the com, they belong to the sch. those parts in case u are wondering, are those safety items, like locks which prevents u from snipping the cables and stealing the components. oh well. who the hell even bother to take it. crazy noooobbb... its wednesday. so siannnn. what to do? nothing to do again! but i guess have to start working on the project soon. real soon!

2006-10-09T22:06:00.000-07:00

yay how do u all like my new skin!!!!!1!1!!1!!!!!1111!11 i've finally changed it after a VERY VERY hard day of coding HIAK HIAK HIAK. i'm a happy princess! OMG! nooooooooooo... i'm not homo!

2006-10-09T21:04:00.000-07:00

die die die. today is a tuesday and tml is a wednesday that means tml we have to present what we've done so far for the project. and we're still EXTREMELY clueless about what we are doing or what to do! woah this time we're so dead liao. nobody like care about the project leh... so i dont care much also just play my part ba. Lol. die then can all die together liao. anyway yesterday i went for the napfa training for the 1st time. we ran approximately 3.8k in total. consisting of 6 rounds, with 2 minutes break in between of each set of 2 rounds. then, after that, its not the end of the run. we are told to run 4 x 300m! omgzbbqs. me and meng li were like going to die already loh. its been the first time i'm exercising 'officially' since graduating from my secondary sch i think, and i'm doing all these! LUCKILY! i'm da human torch... oops... lol. so i managed to survive the session. gawdsssss. i almost couldnt believe i actually survived the run overall. i'm quite happy with my accomplishment. 1 more thing is! after my run mad is supposed to be waiting for me at the sch atrium to return me my earphones. so sorry for the wait! haha. knowing i'm alraedy late and still stuck at the training, i have no choice but to sprint :( luckily still can find some bits of energy left in my body and sprinted for like 200m. lol. running paste the clock and it reads 6:09. lol. desperate times ncalls for desperate measuressss.. after running the 4 x 300m still need to do the pull up. 10 times. quickly finished it off and then didnt even bother to do the cool down exercises and just rushed off. lol. stinks like crap i guess. while walking to the atrium still got leg cramp. but also managed to pull through!!!! i'm DA MANNN. haha. oh well craps. then heard from mad that she went to the mrt station and went back upon receiving my msg that i'm going over. awwwww :( i felt badsssssss. anyway i hope i've repaid her effort by treating her lunch just now. ahhhhh... those stupid people must be wondering why this post is so damned long. its not as if theres much things that are interesting, but i'm just plain bored and lost right now. so i couldnt think of any other activities to fill my mind other than typing non stop for this blog without looking at the screen. haha! hope there arent any typos here cuz i didnt look at the screen while typing this entry!!!!

2006-10-08T18:27:00.000-07:00

muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. welcome to my blog again. i canot log in to msn and i ish saded deepsdeeps. i ish dont know why cannot log in leh. anyway, today gotta start on project work liao. if not we all can all die on wednesday for the presentation. wah so sians. omg.omg.omg.omg.omg.omg. i dont know what to write on this blog leh. what do i do now. what to write har. omgs. hmmmm... sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian. so i heard sch starts for those in path B liao. i wish them all the best whiile they die in edmund lab. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. so uh..., what do i do now that i dont have anything more to write. god knows. muahahahaha. i ish going crazy liao cuz i totally dont know what to do with the com anymore. uh.huh.huh....... will update more if i am more sian and sian and sian and sian and sian and sian and sian and sian and sian and sian and sian.

week 5, friday

2006-10-06T08:50:00.000-07:00

i cant believe this shit. the sight of computers actually make me feel like throwing up. that is an exaggeration of cuz! but its making me sick big time. i cant figure out what to do with the com, the internet. i've basically run of out ideas on what website to surf, what games there are and how to play them, who to chat with online or what i should do with my project. i have to admit it, my computer, its still my fyp buddy. its my best friend i can have for fyp. it provides me with entertainment for 5 whole weeks already and its already impressive enuf that it can entertain me that long. but i'm starting to get bored. the lab, it would be ok, i would say a nice place if it was kept quiet. but due to some disturbances which i dont really favour, like playing of shitty music THROUGH THEIR COM SPEAKERS, i mean come on not everybody shares the same preference for music, and if u wanna hear it without headphones at least kindly make it soft. god damned asshole who plays music so loud -.- and also inviting friends over to our lab. its ok if that friend knows self control. but dude, coming over every single day, and talking and playing and enjoying urself that much when its not even somewhere u belong to, kindly get the f**k out. its not ur place, i dont even care if ur some gangster or something cuz u cant be titled a gangster when ur behaving like that, try something else, like... KID. these people are starting to irrate me from my usual pleasant stay in the lab. oh well, other than these, i've managed to find time to kill with madeline. i enjoy those long chats we would have when we made our escape through the fish tank! hahaha. kills time so fast! oh well, god damned this shit cuz next week it ish week 6 and the manager would be dropping down on wednesday to check on our project progress. my group, i have a feeling, is going to die deep deep :(

2006-10-04T18:31:00.000-07:00

THIS IS MY SHITTY DESKTOP. THE FREAKING TASKBAR JUST DISAPPEARED THE MOMENT I SWITCHED ON THE COM! WTFSSSS. NOW I ONLY HAVE THE OBJECTDOCK AS REPLACEMENTTTTTTT WWHAT TTHEEE HELLL!LL!L!L!L$!@$!)@(!(

2006-09-14T22:50:00.000-07:00

what did the vegetarians do to deserve this??

2006-09-12T07:25:00.000-07:00

wow! its the 4th post. 2nd day of the 2nd week of the fyp as everybody's so excited about. so near to the end, yet so far! hohoho. ok ok. its the 4th post, and i guaranteed the decrease in number of visitors to this blog. I CAN SENSE IT! I CAN SENSE THE ENDANGERING AMOUNT OF LIFE FORMS STOPPING BY THIS BLOG! yeshhh. i was right for the millionth godlike time. :D wow, today fyp, WHAT MORE CAN I SAY! or rather, HOW MANY TIMES MORE CAN I REPEAT, same THING AGAIN! wahahahahaa. interesting isnt it ;) anyway, my lab is turning more and more like a LAN shop. yeah. people use the computer for whatever they wanna do! i see people playing Dota behind me, people listening to music and even sang along... people sleeping, chat, watching shows! wow. including me, who watched scary movie 3 with madeline HAHAHAHA. stupid movies are always great for repeated viewing. LOL. weeeeeellllllll... it might seem like u have some problems with ur eyes, BUtTT NOOO!! i actually, actually, actually took some time off to start of with my project! yess. i managed to read up a bit. it gets kinda hypnotising, like reading halfway and i'm like oh gosh i'm getting devoured by a monster called java. its consuming me slowly as my eyes swirl past the weird language which no human would speak. i had to stop! i pulled myself out of it after around an hour? yeah. gosh the project is a KILLER. totally. with my basic knowledge on programming, its like i'm a level 1 pikachu fighting a level 90 pikachu. :D oh well, thats about it, hopefully MIGHT get something done by end of this week. STILL HAVE TIME! HAHAHA!

2006-09-11T09:29:00.000-07:00

wowIE!!! 2nd week 1st day and that would be a MONDAY! woots. u gotta be kiddin me! i've actually already survived a week of monstrous torture in this hell we call a lab! anyways! today is just quite similar to the past few days. doing the same thing, surfing forums, chatting, going out for food, and talk talk talk and read manga! oh my gosh i cant believe how much fyp is leeching my cash. i realized that i've spent almost 10 bucks everyday just cuz of fyp. ALL the money went to FOOD! gosh this is bad! i just cant stop eating during this period. THE BOREDOM KILLS ME FOOD IN STOMACH AND ACID BURNS ALL FOOD I"VE JUST EATEN INTO DUST! i get hungry so easily! sads! i wanna watch CLICK! but i have nobody to go with, and i have not much cash unless i withdraw again!!! NOOOooOOO. those machines are attracting me to slot in my card and retrieve money!!! arghhh. anyway i will try to save up JUST a little now. perhaps not eating that much OR not eating things which are expensive. :D woots, and i've just reached home a little while ago. went out with friends. the usual, with 2 other UNUSUAL. oh wait not unusual, but i havent seen them for like a few months! yeah finally got to see them again even though they look like... :D hahahaahahaha. alright i'm getting crappy would stop here. and for fyp, YEAH!!! 11 more weeks! lol. good night

2006-09-09T08:28:00.000-07:00

woah! i will post something nice today. unlike that 1 yesterday which everybody says is rubbish. aNYWAY! i worked today so actually theres nothing much. except that i would watch sandy the superwoman flying up to the celling of delifrance and clean those aircon holes or what. well, she's everywhere in the shop, as always, u can see her up, down, left and right. and! super tired while at work. dont know why. the lights suddenly made me feel super sleepy. well... ok. hahahaha. thats about it. and before work, accompanied indera to get his 1st guitar effects pedal. oh well, an sd-1. he's like super excited and even at work, kept mentioning it. ok. so much for his excitement, now he can really whack up some sweet sounding overdrive sounds. OK. now i have really nothing to say. LIKE IT OR NOT, I WILL END ME POST HERE!

oh tml's sunday, working again. felt that my weekend's been burnt away for a very very long time since last time due to work. next saturday I'M FREE!!! woots!

5th DAy

2006-09-07T21:50:00.000-07:00

sorry for not posting the 1st 4 days. they are so god damned interesting! i love fyp cuz it SUCKs. oh well. anyway for 4 freaking days i am just slacking my ass off. What to do? Nothing to do! or actually, got something to do. but dont know what to do. so what to do? well. just do it. oh wait. no we cant do it. nothing much we can expect to do. so we cant possibly do anything. do you get it. do you? so do it! alright. this is fyp, this is paradise, this is hell. whole lab nobody whole day. whole lab is so nice. nice lights, nice tables, nice monitors, nice everything! omg. look at those people in some other countries, they dont even have lights! they dont even have a table! but we do! and we use them for nothing! wooah! haha. anyway this blog is about my life in fyp. in anyway u will know how its like. from the tone of this blog. :D pretty crappy isnt it? thats how its meant to be. i bet 50% of the people wont visit my blog for a third time cuz it is a total waste of energy, electrical or mental energy or what u call those in some scientific terms. wouldnt u rather spend ur 5 minutes watching a little segment of Barney and friends? maybe catch their every catchy catching theme song? barney is a dinosaur from our imagination... whatever whatever. right? woots. this is end of my 1st post on the 5th day of my fyp. its 1255 now. and it took me a few minutes only to write all this chunk of rubbish. enjoy:D hope u will be back for more of my life in fyp, or u'd rather spend ur time watchign theme song of barney, its totally up to u. happy? yeah. sad? yeah. this is FYPPPP OMGOSH!!!1